I am not yet able to write very much about my adventures and experiences of the past couple of weeks.  I am getting by.  I am doing what has to be done, taking care of my children, schooling them, feeding them, cleaning up after them.  Honestly, I don't think I would have even been able to pull off this basic level of parenting lately without the assistance of my sister, Gigi.
I am now seeing a specialist who has changed all my meds, and, most helpfully I hope, referred me to a therapist.  The downside of this is that the last remnants of my appetite have gone.  No eating = no energy.  I need to exercise, to move my body in order to get better.  I do not believe medicine alone can cure a person.  I believe in treating the whole person: body, mind, spirit.
I will talk.  I will eat.  I will move about and help my body stay strong.
I will be better.  I will be better soon.  I demand it of myself.
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Do what has to be done!
ReplyDeleteYou are abrave little girl, so take some time, but write soon. I love reading your bloggs.
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